Intimate

I reconnected to a girl inside of me

A girl who believes in love, a girl who isn’t scared to dream

I’m sorry it took me loving you

I’m sorry it took you for me to see

I’m sorry I used you in this clown show with magic, I swear it wasn’t a scheme

I guess I used you like you used me

Sneak you in the back door, find me naked, then we sleep

I guess I needed someone else to validate my love

I guess I wanted someone else to dream with me in love

I guess I wanted somewhere else for my love to live

To avoid holding it all, because oh, how intimate that would’ve been

I’m not so scared now, I want to hold me down

I want to lock me in, fix me up and take me out

The lack of something shines bright on what is to gain

What is to gain is that same love pouring back into me

Intimate with my love, intimate with my dreams

I claim back the magic that lives within me